I have retired from the career that has been much of my focus for a very very long time.
I have done so to focus on you PSP.
Here are the rules.
The focus is absolutely and relentlessly to keep you at bay, to stop, delay, frustrate and slow your march and your progress to claim me physically and mentally.
You may eventually claim me but it will be hard and you will admit you have never had to work so hard before and that you are exhausted.
I will not let you defeat me by claiming my emotional and psychological state and spiritual soul along the journey.
I will focus on what is important – my wife, my kids, my family, my friends, my faith and here is the key
Although I am retiring from work to focus on you, I will not focus on you!
You are there and I can’t change that. I am not in denial. I am choosing to take you and fight you but I will try to do it by starving you of oxygen and by not letting you take me over.
I will focus on health, exercise, joy, family, faith and for the next two weeks Wimbledon.
I know I am going to get worse and I have real expectations that this is truly the fight of my life or I should say “for” my life but it will be on my terms.
I may fall, have a bad day or two, stumble but I am going to make this hard as nails.
The fight is on.
I pray to G-d and ask for faith for this battle and let’s go!!!
